Not Myself....Lately

Hey all! I know I haven't been around lately, no we haven't fallen off the face of the earth. I am just finding it really hard to wait for Addison. More the not knowing if we will ever truly receive her referral. Things seem to be changing at the CCAA. And these new changes will only make it harder for us to get HER referral. That doesn't mean we won't ever get a referral, it just may not be this little girl we have fallen in love with. So I guess I am sort of grieving yet trying to remain hopeful. I would rather not be a "wet blanket" here on my little blog. I know any referral we receive will be a HUGE blessing, but my heart isn't really there right now. So I will be back when I am able to be more joyful and positive! And then I will have a huge amount of catching up to do on my favourite blogs I have been missing in my hiatus:0) XOXO